November 24, 2020

Yesterday, I asked myself, “Why am I stressing when I have SO much to be grateful for?”⠀⠀⠀⠀
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When you stress, you are living in scarcity— that feeling of not having enough, not doing enough, not being enough..⠀⠀⠀⠀
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What determines how enough you are?⠀⠀⠀⠀
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The $ in your bank account? Your accolades and achievements? Your home, your clothes, your car?⠀⠀⠀⠀
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No.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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YOU determine how enough you are.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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ALWAYS.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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Even when the beautiful life you’ve created comes crumbling down, and nothing happens the way you want it to and nothing is working how it used to.⠀⠀⠀
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Truth bomb: doing what you’ve always done does NOT allow you to move forward.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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What if you let it crumble instead?⠀⠀⠀⠀
What if you allowed yourself to detach from the “things” and “titles” that make up your life?⠀⠀⠀⠀
What if you created something new instead?⠀⠀⠀⠀
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2020 has tested me more than any other year. I’ve always been a hustler with financial stability being my number one priority over everything else.⠀
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But hustling and working 24/7 wasn’t working for me anymore.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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It’s not the future I wanted for myself.⠀⠀⠀
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I want ease and flow along with all the abundance.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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It was time to let go.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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I can’t tell you how many times I cried to my husband apologizing for letting him down, for making decisions and having no idea what the outcome would be.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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But he trusted me. And I trusted me. I knew that if I had the courage to let go and let the pieces fall, I could create the life I’ve been dreaming of.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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And it’s all finally coming together. Money is coming in from unexpected places. Our fridge is full. Our bills are paid. I am fully connected to source energy, my creativity and writing is on a whole new level and my vision is larger and more detailed than ever before.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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And the best part? I know I am enough. I know I can do it. I trust and have faith in myself more than ever before.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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All because I let it all fall.⠀⠀⠀⠀
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The world is yours.⠀
I love you.⠀
Lauren💜

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